Just came to post for my dearest,

Happy fourteenth Birthday Fiqah! I swear i miss you to bits. Thanks for always being there for me when i needed you. It's been such a long time since i met/heard/catch up with you. Ever since your phone got confiscated. Hope you have/had an awesome birthday. Good luck in everything you do. And may Allah bless you. Meet up sooooon pleaseee, Love ya♥

Ohh, and Happy belated 10th monthsary love. (24/9)

Will do a proper post soon, after EOY's or something. I need to study. But nothing seems to enter my brain. Help!

02 Syawal 1430H

Selamat hari raya
Aidilfitri mulia
Ampun maaf dipinta
Tersuci dari dosa

Hola amigas, kay first off,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. Hannah igin mintaa maaf jika saya terluka/tersinggung perasaan sesiapa dengan sengaja/tidak sengaja.

Moving on, 'twoeeone, Mrs Teng emailed me the picture we took with her and here it is....

I feel so untouched
And i want you so much
That i can't resist you
It's not enough to say that i miss you
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy the moment i met you

Countdown to Hari Raya: 2 more days!
Hola people, kay, it's been soo long since i blogged, i know, i've gone lazier i suppose. Heh, so anyways, i just so happy that hari raya's comming back soon & so faar, this week, i've not been missing my terawih and been doing it full and i'm so proud of myself! Plus, i've been helping Daddy with the ketupats. Basicly i've been doing alot of hari rays preperations instead of studying. Heh,

Moving on, school's been kindaf hectic really, monday start of school, okayy, had no swimming, yay. Kindaf slacked for alot of the subjects. Home Ec common test was doable, i suppose. Worst of all, Atikah didn't come to school. Booo, i was bored the hell out of me. Tsk, Tuesday, she came and crapped out alot. I missed that. Got to know our new lit teacher. No more Ms Zhou ): But i suppose that Ms Rajwani wasn't that bad either. Training was super slack. Looked like idiots while doing them but had fun though. Strained my back )':

Wednesday, was normal, art & homeec was a slack. Slept during IPW. Heh, sleepy larh. That was basicly the day. Stayed back with normal people and went home at 5+ and had to kindaf rush to do the History NPPA which i managed to do for an hour. Awsome or whaaat?! Thursday, normal. No english. Slept. :D Woke up and helped the guys with their NPPA. Malay did another NPPA. This time with Shaam and Yaniee. Fun, damn hectic. Training was okaay, ex-seniors came, played with them abit before going back.

Today, school, normal. Makay had to do another project, Tsk. Got released late so kindaf got scolded by the teacher but heck, i don't like her at all. Pfffffffft. Recess, sat down at bench and saw the kitties. I spotted them :D Tried to find them but didn't managed to. The mum so protective. I don't blame her anw. After school, sat at bench, slacked then went behind the counciling room to re-do the english NPPA. But didn't manage to do so as we kept laughing our asses off. We as in me, Bila, Atikah and Yanie. Fuuuuuuuun. Atikah was super crazy and hyper. After that, it started raining so we sat outside the coselling room. I laid down and apparently slept. Woke up, and kindaf went back.

Supposed to meet sister at library to buy contacts so went to the library. I apparently got my eyes glued to two books. Heh, then went to buy. Bought two brown ones. Got home so here i am. Kay, gotta go help prepare for buka. Byeeeeee~!

It was a summer's day,
You went walking by,
She didn't notice as you turned
And you discreetly winked your eye
And I remembered you
From back in the day
You were the boy,
I couldn't breath without
The one that got away

Okay, family's seriously pissing me off. Ugh, especially siblings. It is just so sad that you can't choose family. Darn!

Okay, brother pissed me off from after madrasah at the inter when he wanted to buy newspaper and scared momma's gon buy it. It's not like as if he'd die without it. It's not like as if he'll read the updates. He'd just flip over to the sports section. Tsk, Then, at home, momma and daddy came home late and i had to buka with brother. Rather irritating i'd say.

When she came back with sister, she brought back a laptop. Obviously bought it for sister. And she 'can only use it when her results are good.' And it supposedly goes for us too. Tsk, yeah, right. And if she even has a 'terms & conditions list' and one if it states that we have to share, i swear i'm gonna blow up. Sister, share? Yeah, right. If it has anything to with electronics or the internet, i'm afraid the word 'share' ain't in her dictionary. Pffffft. Then after terawih, she went on and on about how 'awful' her life is. Oooooooo, she acting like she's the only one with a life. Ruin mine only. Ugfh. Ohoh, now, brother has a PSP, sister has/having a laptop and i gotta save up to buy a new phone. My life, is so friggin pethetic. I'm defineitely gon' blow up reaaaaaal soon.

Ohh, and Happy 11th month to Yani and Sham!

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane,
Far away, and breakaway

Hoho, yay, finally changed my blogskin. It's been so long since i used the previous skin and i finally got my lazy ass up to change it. Yaaay,

Moving on, today was so mundane. Nothing extraordinary happened. Basicly cause i didn't go out. Boooo. Woke up at 0930 today. Finally, i woke up late cause momma' was working. So yeaaaah. Watched teevee, nothing was on so i watched the Hi-5 cd i had. I was fvcking bored so started singing and at random times, dancing to the songs. But of course i wouldn't do that in public. I'm a maniac, what can i say. Haaah. Well then started looking for skins and once in a while watched teevee then here i am, blogging. Yaaay,

Yesterday's training was okay, i suppose. 4 sets of stairs then ballworks at the volleyball court cause coach didn't want us to get in the sun. Now why can't we train there on normal days sheesh. Then i wouldn't get so dark that my relatives would come up to me and say, 'Yana, why are you so dark?' which irritates the hell outta me. Ugfh! Moving on, did regular ballworks with Florence then did NEWS. Every drop ball had to do 10 push ups. The floor was hot.

Then did the zig-zag thinggy and courts' game. Had to play GD which unfortunately led me to defend Florence. She was bloody fvcking hell killing me. Goodness! Running here and there. Luckily, played GK during the next quarter with Amirah. Not too bad, i have to say. After washing up and everything, me, Atikah, Sabrina and Yani bused to the interchange. Too lazy to walk. Went to Cheers to buy a drink and then me and Yani chaaaaaaaaased the bus, and went homee.

I think i wanna go watch UP! I've been longing to watch that show. Watched Aliens In The Attic the other day on the internet. Cute, i must say. 'Nuff said.

Everytime that you look at me,
And smilelike you smile,
My heart go boom boom boom
Anytime you're not around I'm in a crowd,
It feels just like an empty room

Boo, kay first up,
Happy 36th Birthday Busu. May Allah bless you and everything you do. Love you♥

Moving on, mum's killing me by waking me up as early as 8. I usually wake up at 10 on school holidays. And because of that, i ended up sleeping in the afternoon. I hate sleeping in the afternoons. Plus, we have to study after we wake up. Blargh, too much studying is gonna kill my brain cells. It's a really psychotic theory, i know. But well, defineitely managed to finish up my geog and history homework. Phew. Oh, not forgetting training tomorrow. I'm gonna die! Coach's gonna kill us. Literally.

Kay, i'm effing bored right now. Took a nap already and i don't know what else to do. And studying is not an option. Holidays are bore-ing the hell out of me. Blargh. I think i shall go for a movie marathon like i did for the past holiday(s). Heh, toodles.

So I gotta put the good with the bad,
Happy and the sad,
So I'll bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause,
I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again

6th September

Happy 14th birthday Sofia. Thanks for always entertainting my crapp and being my hyper buddy during madrasah and always making madrasah fvcking fun and always making me laugh for no peculiar reason whenever i'm with you. May Alllah bless you and may all your dreams come true. Iloveyou♥

7th September

Happy 14th Birthday Ola.Thanks for everything. Thanks for always being there for me whenever i needed you. Thanks for making every second with you fun and memorable. You're a great friend and may Allah bless you in everything you do and may all your dreams come true. Iloveyou♥

Today was the bomb. Thanks for everyone who made it awsome. I'm too lazy to type the whole day out, so yeah. K, i wanna go change blogskin now. Bye

Are these eyes of someone you could love?
'cause everything that brought me here,
Well now it all seems so clear
Baby you're the one that i've been dreaming of
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can

Boo kay quick post. Cutted my hair just now as seen from the pictures above and i'm currently in 'hell' or in other words, Semei. No one would care where the hell i am or what the hell i'm doing so whatev. Going to Geylang later. I really want to go. But with them, i'm thinking twice about it. Using Imran's lappy to blog and upload pics since his lappy got bluetooth {:

Moving on to my haircut, it's friggin short and funny. I can't really tie it if not it'll be so short and people are defineitely gonna laugh at me. And my fringe, if it's not kept to the side, it'll become bangs, or is it baby fringe...? It still smells like the salon's shampoo since they put a hell lot. This haircut reminds me of the time i cut my hair super fvckin' short during P6. My worst mistake ever. And i think i sort of repeated it this time. Bloody hell.

Anyways, i just wanna go home right now. This place sucks to the core. They

Could i be falling for you?
Is this a fantasy come true?
Is this a dream that i waited for?
Am i the one that you adore?

Ugh, finally, a week of holidays. Been kindaf looking forward to it since school's been fvckin hectic since teacher's keep leaving me with homework(s) everyday. Almost everyday that is. Not forgetting training which is killing me. & she keeps saying that we're slacking. Yeah, right. My arms are still hurting cause of her, so thanks?

Moving on, today was super normal. History, did on merger. Math, played some game which only took us half-an-hour. Less than that for the matter. Is there something wrong with the clock or something?! It seems to be turning quite slowly nowadays. Move faster dammit. Well, for lessons only that is. Music, Sham and Mistika performed. Recess, stayed in class. MT, had to do karangan and we went to a different classroom. It was friggin HOT probably due to the fact that there's only three fans in the class. Tsk. Science and Lit, both teachers never come but relief-ed by this teacher who kept going through Science. & during Lit, Mr Hafiz came in to tell us to clean the class and the whole class was panicking. Especially Sham and Rizan. Damn kekek.

After school, wanted to go to bench, but some sec ones were there. But we sat at some other bench instead -.-" Slacked, watched people play soccer and of course listening to people playing the guitar or shall i say, Sham's guitar. In other words, after school was boring. I practically didn't do anything. Booooooo, Went back at 3+ with Sab. Reached home, watched tv and slept along the way :D Tuition tonight. I oh so don't want to go.

Stuff to do during the September Holidays:

• Revise Geog, Science, History and everything else.
• Finish up karangan.
• History extra lesson on Monday.
• Training on Thursday D:

I really hope i'm able to do all these. Especially the revision part, since my results not really that satisfying. For progress report, got 3 A1's, 3 A2's and 2 B4's. Not bad but of course i gotta try & push up my B4's to at least an A2. Since that's english and geography. English, not enough effort. Geog, blame it on Mr Leng. Half the class failed thanks to him. I hope i can do better, to get into the subject combination that i want!

Buka in 10 mins. See ya.

You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love, i know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

Currently in comp lab. Supposed to do the home ec coursework but i'm done! Wheeeee~! Heh.

31 August 2009

I love the 31st Aug. First off, Happy 14 Birthday Sabrina! Started the day off with usual stuffs-flag raising. Then had the ACES day workout. Damn stupid. Kickboxing again. Honestly, i'm starting to miss Mr Salleh's stupid gay dance(s). Plus, no one was listening at all. Then, went back to class to 'study', tsk. But instead, talked about our future and stuff. Then recess, then the teachers' day concert. Awsome, i must say. The Hoedown throwdown was awsome! Tiara sang Showstopper by AJ Rafael and now, i got that song stuck in my head!

So went back to class and did some cards for teacher(s)before school ended. Called Ola, sat at the bench for awhile before going back to Gongshang. Met people. Awsome people! Gosh, i miss my primary school days D: So anyways, sat at the foyer (so long never use this word)and played primary school games, reminiscing the good 'ol days. So soon after, got shooed out of school and the girls and some of the guys were deciding where to go. So off to North Park we went.

Talked, watched some of them played soccer. I didn't of course since i stopped becoming a soccer person O: Talked about the old times and caught up with each other and stuff and gosh, i really miss them. And it was the first time in a very long time that i spoke to the guys in a proper conversation. Hah, yay.

Went back at 5.Got dressed, went out of the house at 5.30 to meet Atikah, Ali, Sham, Haziq, Zuhree, Bila, Yani, Rizan, Mistika and of course Rasyid who came super late that caused us to buka in the bus. When we reached Simpang, had some sort of miscommunication, so the rest ate first while me, Bila, Sham and Yani went to find some place to solat. So decided to go to Takwa. Thought we could walk but until Bedok South, took a bus to Giant. Bought drinks, courtesy of Sham! Walked from there to Takwa. Solated and stuff then ate at Bedok Food Court. Went back to Giant to buy milk bottle for the kittens who were at Bila's house. 10ed to the inter with Sham and Yani. But bused home with Yani.

31 August 2009
Slacked. Watched teevee. Did Art homework. Slacked. Watched teevee. Used computer. Buka-ed. Terawihed. Home. Sleep.

1730
Kay, after school went to Jamiyah, again. But this time, it was fun cause we slacked a hell lot. My group was supposed to clean the inside of the place but after doing so, me, Atikah, Florence and Mistika went to the other group and slacked with them. The talk session was with an Atuk who told us riddles. Hah, fun. Waaaaay better than the previous one. Kay, gon' beak fast soon. Toodles :D